This piece is part of our Wit­ness­ing series, which shares pieces from Israeli authors and authors in Israel, as well as the expe­ri­ences of Jew­ish writ­ers around the globe in the after­math of Octo­ber 7th.

It is crit­i­cal to under­stand his­to­ry not just through the books that will be writ­ten lat­er, but also through the first-hand tes­ti­monies and real-time account­ing of events as they occur. At Jew­ish Book Coun­cil, we under­stand the val­ue of these writ­ten tes­ti­mo­ni­als and of shar­ing these indi­vid­ual expe­ri­ences. It’s more impor­tant now than ever to give space to these voic­es and narratives.

Under­ground

for Clau­dine


If you’re a woman wear­ing a wig 

or a man wear­ing those strings 


around your waist, we’re coming 

for you!” a man screams on the subway


plat­form. He march­es up and down

under­ground hunt­ing for a Jew


or two to shriek this to,

a mom wear­ing a sheitel,


a Rebbe in tzitzit.

My heart races 


like a run­away train.

My breath is trapped


in the tun­nel of my throat.

My hands shake and sweat,


my eyes fill and spill.

I am fright­ened to death


hear­ing somebody

tell me this hap­pened to them


so far away and close to home.

The views and opin­ions expressed above are those of the author, based on their obser­va­tions and experiences.

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Lesléa New­man has cre­at­ed 85 books for read­ers of all ages includ­ing the mem­oirs-in-verse, I Car­ry My Moth­er and I Wish My Father; the nov­el-in-verse, Octo­ber Mourn­ing: A Song for Matthew Shep­ard; the short sto­ry col­lec­tion, A Let­ter to Har­vey Milk, and the children’s books, The Bab­ka Sis­ters; Wel­com­ing Eli­jah: A Passover Tale With A Tail; Ket­zel, The Cat Who Com­posed; and Joy­ful Song: A Nam­ing Sto­ry. Her lit­er­ary award include two Nation­al Jew­ish Book Awards, the Syd­ney Tay­lor Body-of-Work Award, a Nation­al Endow­ment for the Arts Poet­ry Fel­low­ship, and the Mass­a­chu­setts Book Award. From 2008 — 2010, she served as the poet lau­re­ate of Northamp­ton, MA.