Fic­tion

We Must Not Think of Our­selves: A Novel

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September 1, 2021

On a Novem­ber day in 1940, Adam Paskow becomes a pris­on­er in the War­saw Ghet­to, where the Jews of the city are cut off from their for­mer lives and held cap­tive by Nazi guards and await an uncer­tain fate. Weeks lat­er, he is approached by a mys­te­ri­ous fig­ure with a sur­pris­ing request: Will he join a secret group of archivists work­ing to pre­serve the truth of what is hap­pen­ing inside these walls? Adam agrees and begins tak­ing tes­ti­monies from his stu­dents, friends, and neigh­bors. He learns about their child­hoods and their day­dreams, their pas­sions, and their fears, and their des­per­ate strate­gies for safe­ty and sur­vival. The sto­ries form a por­trait of endurance in a world where no choic­es are good ones.

One of the peo­ple Adam inter­views is his flat­mate Sala Wiskoff, who is sto­ic, deter­mined, and fun­ny — and mar­ried with two chil­dren. Over the months of their con­fine­ment, in the pres­ence of her fam­i­ly, Adam and Sala fall in love. As they des­per­ate­ly carve out inti­ma­cy, their rela­tion­ship feels both impos­si­ble and vital, their con­nec­tion keep­ing them alive. But when Adam dis­cov­ers a pos­si­ble escape from the Ghet­to, he is faced with an unbear­able choice: Whom can he save, and at what cost?

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